was down with never subsiding fever, short flu, slight cough, sore throat some time back. its a combo indeed that lasted for a whopping weeek! was on MC for a total of 6 days to be exact. Seen 2 docs. had 3 MCs.When you thought all the syndromes were gone, i had a lymph node infection of the throat shortly after that. had problem swallowing my food!! was back to the most dreaded antibiotics yet again(though i didnt finish them! ha!) but nv nv nv am i gonna go through that again. Seriously it sucks big time! =D was literally looking like a ghost. didnt had any energy and spoke words of tiredness. hahaa.

Did i mentioned that dave is a lousy “nurse” (well.. not that lousy but just not someone whose of service at least when in sickness. haa! he practically had the intention of taking care of me when i was sick, which i must say, i do appreciate. =D thanks sweetie! but here comes the wonderful part, he was basically, surfing triathalon sites, gmails, yahoo, channelnewsasia. oning the television,watching amazing races. and when he’s bored he’ll snore beside me, basically it didnt help much! haa!

Anyway the clinic called me though which i thought was exceptionally sweet. They asked abt my condition and that if the fever was still there etc. if in need, i could go back for consultation for free. bla bla bla.. well.. i thought ” wow! this clinic is good..” then i told dave abt it and he told me.. “its normal leh.. maybe they are just worried that you arn’t recovering and they felt bad that they charged so much for consultation lar”  haaa sounds true! but i still believe to live in my fantasy thinking that they are purely concerned. =)

well………..

had a short getaway with my church & family & invited dave family for a 2D1N malacca trip. alright.. its a few folks and a few kids =) nonetheless, its not too bad though after the trip i dreaded eating “zi cha” because we had too much of them in a span of 2 days. had the oppunitity to listen to joshua’s preaching and made me ponder alittle about my spiritual life. is my life pleasing to God? if God were to be with me, will i invite him to join me in whatever that im indulging in?

well basically my life is in a whirlpool. I guess 23 going 24 is the transition period. its when you grad and welcome yourself to the working society and see how you can blend in and what to expect. No wonder ppl says working life is boring.. i finally got a taste of it. Its not like sch when you get to go for CCA, classes, aftermath activities, OGLs, OTOT etc. when you are working, you are like doing routines! and after work, its either home or out with friends but shortlived as when the clock strike ard 9 odd. you’ll feel the tiredness in you and opt to head home. haa! my sweets says im not exercising enough. oh well.. yea quite true! which adds one more line to my resolution. EXERCISE REGULARLY! well i suppose this is possible with my ironman trainer!

on a random note. I just love it when dave wore cargo pants. Because i can simply just throw all my accessories/ valuables with him. (wallet, hp etc) and walk empty handle. He always has losta pockets to store most of my stuff. Even umbrellas! Please do not under estimate the power of cargo shorts ahaha!But well.. he always or recently kept saying he’s becoming more & more like a porter! well.. leave you to imagine whats the meaning of porter… Nonetheless Dave Lim, i appreciate you & still love you lar! i would definetly ditch those girlie handbags in exchange for those cargo pants on you. =) you know what i mean. =)

Anyway……..

Its been some time since i last posted pics/activites. i chance upon the xmas 08 pictures! The one that my bio trio & JL, Danny had @ Timbre. Will always rem this xmas as i had the most unique present ever! hahaha.. a miniture dragon ball action figure. The theme was Childhood Cartoons haha.. But presents aside, i believe its the friendship & the fun that we had that night thats fun lar. The chic chats bet the girls, Boys & their egos!

Pardon me, for the spelling of timbre haha.. it became Timber. Guess i was too sleepy!

When we receive our presents. Guess who receive the most shocking present? & whose loving their presents. hee.. But well.. couldnt rem the expressions though but i will always rem tallie’s expression. esp that sickerning laughter when he saw me receiving the dragon ball figurine. He’s always more excited to open my presents & stuff after he opened his. And after he did, he’ll always say ” chey..” or “mine is better” sometimes i feel like punching his face! Well.. girls.. this is what you get if u have a ego-is-tic silly minded boyfriend! =X

We had happy hour drinks & we ordered pizza & wings & some combos and guess we were really gluttons, we finished them rather fast. or maybe only the wings hahaa. Btw.. i’ve noticed that silly honey of mine looks exceptionally scrony like as if he’s suffering from anorexia. & check out his kuku hairstyle. ahhaa.. looks so “cheena-ish” cute!

Alright back to reality. Back to the year 2009 where dave look fatter at least.haa! Anyway that tallie has always been blaming me for helping him to gain pounds! gosh, why doesnt he realised that its good for him. hahaa. at least more girls will give you an eye dear… =) From a whopping 67Kg to 72Kg is great effort you know! I still wish you can reach 75 or even 80Kg, given that you are freaking 1.8 (which you mentioned proudly recently that it went up to 1.83!!!) freak! oh man.. :X

moving on…….

Tallie finally turned 27th! OlD OLD OLD! i seriously cant imagine myself @ 27. awwww… Anyway bought him a tri-suite 2Xu. It looks really good on him i reckon. He looks like a pro! At least he can ditch away that one & only smallie tight fitting red top & black shrinking padding tights. heh! Had a video of the family singing the song & cake cutting etc. Super outta tune & slow haha.. which i can hear my voice so distinctly. :Z Nonetheless, presenting to you the LIM FAMILY! IF i ever make it in Then i’ll do a brief introduction then. *winks*

P.S. I love that – “i think i look good” picture which i took of him & his sexy pants! Just look at him posing! whaha. (makes my day!) Btw.. i so love those kinda pants. It makes him look Gayish cute (which i like) & butt sticking esp if u see how he walks normally you’ll understand what im talking! woooahh!

Sometime ago, b4 my convocation ceremony, we met up with the 2 musketeers which were  tallie’s buddies in SIM at least. presenting my Half bro – Mun Wai & Li Wei ( his twin). The world is just so small, li wei is actually my colleague’s alvin & wen kiat’s friend! Nonetheless, seeing them just makes my day esp those “chilli padies” bickering with mun wai! Cant wait to see his gf! Anyway congrats to Him too for passing his CCNA! weeee! well.. Half bro, if you are seeing this, lets meet up soon with your gf too lar!.

2008 has been a great yr at least for bonding of friendships. Been meeting up with Jo & Dawn regularly. The incessive chats & nonesense we joke & tease. The way we bare our hearts out with secrets & straight forward comments just makes me feel so comfortable. & viola! Dawn is like getting married next yr! i so cant believe it when she told me, i was extremely happy inside for her yet i feel that we are all growing up way too fast! Nonetheless, she told me im one of the JIE MEI! way too cool can!! love ya dawn! *muacks*

Well.. pics @ swensens & sakae sushi with the girlies! Anyway with this 2 babes i’ll grow fat, cause we can eat from one place to another! & just chat & chat! or rather play & play… nvm nvm.. i still gt my tallie to push me to exercise! HAAA…

Somehow or rather, Dawn wanted to be the “demure” one so she didnt wanna take those “unglam” shots which jo & i just love to. haaa@! but i managed to take one candid of her! shhhhhhhhh………

A few more camwhoring! Girls are just Girls.. Dont you just agree! heh :X

On the other hand, Jo is God’s gift to me man! we had losta ups & downs in our friendship but we managed to survived through so many yrs of friendship! I’ve actually seen her from Big fat glasses to contact lens & Fat to slimmer. from short to taller hahah.. alright shant go into details. Anyway she’s special or rather im special to her too. I know her whole family & she knows mine too & i saw her first mummy too!

Anyway the princess’s bday is coming soon. 29th May & we are so gonna celebrate it! details soon =) well.. my bday wish for her is to find a great bf who loves her more than she loves him & also not to neglect me when she has found him =) well of cos to wish her happy everyday! =) Love ya sweets! *muacks*

Please dont ask why we took pics in the toilet! ahhaa.. i think that was a spur of the moment.

Met up with the SIT mates, initally for sizzler but ended up @ bakerzin. A few things to highlight. One thing for sure, Kar ann gain weight hahaa! Must be enjoying great supper dates while in NUS. Eric had his “first lady” introduced to us. Spot her from the pic. If you know what i mean =).Cindy made an effort to join us. Glas she came! The rest was the usual peeps. Minus shan! She was’nt feeling very well. Well Shan if you are reading this.. ” Join us for the next gathering, we do miss your presence”

Guys for the night…. (“dont u always find art looking good in the pictures.. “)

presenting to you the girls of the night…. & a couple of my spastic reaction. hahaha! trust me, they were candids in a way by Mr Tan KA. I love the 2nd one from the left. Its soo candid! act i was just abt to scold him cause he didnt managed to take a pic when we were posing initially. look at XY face hahaha! classic! =X

Alright.. now for the group pictures of the night…….

As for tallie & i, we had fun at Ubin last sat. It was comical esp when he whizzed past super fast shouting ” i needa find a toilet! I needa fina a toilet! its coming out! its coming out!” & hurriedly drop off his bike & running in an super awful position with one hand on the tummy with body bending 45 degrees only to realised the vistor centre ‘s toilet was lock! hahaha & i was laughing all the way. Its super super hillarious. Saw a few people nearby laughing too.  Finally settled for the nearby restuarant’s toilet demanding for toilet rolls & i had to be his ahmat suddenly, by going ard to find toilet rolls. Well.. he can be rather demanding in such situations too ahha! But seeing such a reaction & face was priceless! Well of cos.. he seriously STINK the cubicle badly! pity the next fella going in! & worse of all, He blamed it on my mummy’s home make mee hoon during breakfast! Arghhh… guys are good at pointing fingers huh!

in addtion! Its becoming a habit of him to “dig gold” when noone’s looking at him. he loves to touch his nose & when caught will fling them to the left & right so as to “erase his evidence!” arghhh.. No wonder he has jackie chan’s nose! hahhaa..

Anyway its the beautifully imprefection which makes him perfect in my eyes!

on a happier note…. the Lais & dave are going bkk soon! okie.. maybe not so soon.. like in July =)

Yiiipppiiieee!!!!

Please don’t asked me why do i spurge unecessary. I cant help it when some “handsome,loving” guy,  next to me kept viewing triathalon websites & bicycles parts almost or in fact every week end.  *grins*

Can’t stop being lazy & i can’t believe im going to sign up for AHM 21KM. Bless me will you! =) Anyway i’ve got till 31 May to sign up though! though i often get mosquitos buzzing near my ear every alternate day abt joining joining joining. Well.. I still love him la! how can i not right! *wide smiles*

Anyway. Life has been pretty good for me at least. Work is always pilling in the office. I’m always looking forward to weekends as its really energising. Imagine being mature during the 5 days of working & 2 days of freedom to be yourself, Weeee.. yea i know i can be rather child-like at times. =) but well.. still young. Enjoy while i can!

Just had my convocation! yea like finally right. Reason being UOW only has 2 grad seasons, one in March & one in Sep /oct i think. so even though you grad in oct/nov, your convocation will be pushed till March the following yr & so on. Thus 1 convocation would take about 4 intakes.

Will post the pictures once i’ve gathered from all. =)

It’s been long. Till again, Enjoy your blessed Good Friday! Hugz!

ANYWAY…I guess sometime ago or many months back i actually mentioned abt my boy. Will be giving some insides about him. To sum it all, he’s just not that guy that you ought to have as a bf if u cannot accept the below mentioned.

Nonetheless here’s some top 10 list that he scored on my “Oh.No.” list. A short declaration here abt my fabulous boyfriend errrr or rather some insights abt the REAL DAVE!

Do you know/not know about him:

1) He burps loudly & very often.

I bet no one can burp or Farts as often as my dave & mind you his is those loud & long ones which always either invite stares or makes you laugh non stop. He could also burp when told to.

For Instance:

Fel: Dave… can you burp w/o feeling like burping.

Dave: of cos can!! *BURPSSSSS….*

Fel: again…

Dave: BURPSSSSS……

Fel: again!!

& on & on till im totally impressed by it or rather laughing my tummy away.Either he has lotsa air in his stomach or he’s a born comedian!

2) He snores as loud as he speaks.

LOUD! no doubt. When we went BKK for our short getaway. He was so tired that on our way back to spore, at BKK ‘s airport, he took a short nap & doze off  taking abt 4 passenger seat while waiting for boarding while i was reading CLEO. Suddenly i heard sounds that seems exceptionally familiar coming from the right of my shoulder & boy was it quite embarrassing but funny as no one dares to come near or sit near him when he was still sleeping.  =D

3) He walks like a girl.

I guess this is since young? I DID ask why do u walk so differently from the other guys? did anyone mentioned its quite erm gay? well. to be exact, yes quite alot of ppl did tell him abt that but his reaction was ” love me for what i am. NOTHING WRONG WHAT? as long as you like can already” See that ego & contentment in those few sentences. Yes.. That’s him but i LIKE! =D

4) He loves to wear pink lacoste polo stripe tee.

Basically last time when we were dating, he was practically almost dress on many dates in that pink tee,  & he has tis “water-melon” designed polo tee which he often wears too which is way too small for him. making his legs look exceptionally long & hips looking exceptionally bulky. Wonder which girl implanted thoughts in his mind that he look exceptionally fabulous in that..

5) He laughs loudly.

So True is’nt it. Everyone says so. He’s recognised by his thunder laughters. Whahahah.But somehow i got used to it till sometimes i wonder if i am becoming as loud as him. =D

6) He sings like a crow.

Alright not exactly like a crow but close to it. But sometimes i don’t understand y he cant understand the meaning of “if you have it flaunt it” whaha. He’s always doing the ” i dont have it but im still flaunting it” stuff. haa. hope you guys understand what im trying to imply. =D

7) He recently has SHINY TOENAILS.

pretty much thanks to the street vendors at BALI for their “MASTERPIECE” , guess he had no choice but to sacrifice.. awwww.. Mind you. Street vendors are really really persistant. Making you bleed in the pocket yet not satisfy with their products. His tiny whiny toenails is even meddled on just to earn some bucks & worst of all its not very well polished. sigh. We felt cheated though but well.. good experience. =D

He is slow in reflectes & movement.

Very infact! Try asking him to lift his leg till 90 degrees or doing a leg kick upwards or kick his butt & ask him to retaliate. I love to tease him & when he gets worked up & wanted revenged i knew i’ll get away scott free or at least w/o being hit anywhere closed.For your Info,due to his height, there are situations where it can be horrendously hillarious when he gets knocks due to carelessness of low toilet ceillings & leads to giggles from ladies ard. =D

9) He shows a “stroke” – like face when he’s really piss!

This i bet only yours truely can trigger which always leaves me to laugh & mimick him causing the situation to be less tense & he to simmer down. Occassionly i would asked him “what if one day you gt stroke how?  i seriously DO NOT know how to do a rescucitation. ” which leaves him to have a =_=” face with eyes rolling all round! =D

10) He loves to dig his nose in public when he thinks no one will notice. haa!

Once, Twice, Thrice & so on. “I caught you” would be my starting sentence & he’ll just happily either carry on finding his gold or presses his nose & pretend nothing happend. haa!=D

but well if you would’nt believe,even though he has soo much flaws which is quite untolerable to many but suprisingly, im still very much in love with this clumpsy,Silly, Lazy, Go – Getter boy!

He has his way of “irritating” i would say, kept repeating “i love you fel, i really do”time & time again till it was once mushy but it seems like a norm. Or “i cant live w/o you” whahha.. sounds cheesyy but frankly, very pleasing to the ear. Right girls. heh! well… at least it seems to me at least, that this boy is loving me & giving me his 100% inputs!

Anyway if you are reading this darling,

I KNOW you wanna kick my ass but You are still my LOVE! =D

Hugs & Kisses! =)

What is life all about?

CONTRADICTION.

What do we actually live for? acheivements? competitions? fame? money? power? What can realli make you happy i reckon. someone very close to me once mention all he wants for his bday was to be “happy”  to feel a joy tats deep down under and not smile because you want to but smile because you FEEL like it. Can we? touch your heart and proudly announced that you are very happy, everyday is fruitful and meaningful. You have no worries, no sorrow days, no sulks, no slogging, no doing what we do not like to do? can we?  well for reference sake, the someone close to me is smiling now from deep down because he knows he’s living in a world where there’s no sorrow, no unhappiness and no griefing.

if you know what you are living for? maybe you can share with me.

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well enough of the unhappiness, let mi continue the post with some blessings. Do you actually believe that god can rob you of your happiness at anytime of your life and plant sorrows that made you hit rock bottom and at the end of the day, you realised you don’t resent him at all but rather give your all to god and let him lead your life regardless the patches he’ll bring you through be it good or bad? God does provides.  Praise the lord indeed. He works wonders.

Trust me, he does.

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Thanksgiving session for Friends!

True friends are those that will be with you throughout the end of time. Be there when you need them, Be there to share your joy(which normally esp for girls, its always the BFs in front of friends thingy, heh) . Nonetheless if you realli wanna know more about true friendship kindly do a google.

Last but not least, i realli appreciate all e friends that came to my dad’s wake, seriously you guys are god sent. IT realli did make me feel better. Trust mi, seeing someone you love passes on isn’t easy but with the help of friends and folks, you can pull through. Thanks again especially to those that make an effort to gather and come after work. The tears you guys shed during the short message my family gave is really unbearable but appreciated. Every single one of you whom i saw will be those that i wish GOD can bless you and your family with JOY and Happiness. Thank you for being there when i needed comfort most.

Well.. Long Hantus pictures galore time. Been chilling out quite often so maybe S 11 might seem quite tight lately till dearest dave always says im cheating his money and always making him pay for meals with my tricks up my sleeves. Nonethless I like it. =D

It was suppose to be a meet up with Xb and Junz for dinner but as you can see there are 2 extra guys which is my beloved dave and the slimming king, Jia liang aka JL which just happen to be around, one to pick me up and the other just finished gym and was around the vicinity so Gene if you are reading this, please do not feel that we forgot to ask you out. =D

Had dinner at subway after everyone feels they look fat or rather got influence by JL’s horrendus intimidating small size feel for guys ( he went on a crazy diet and lost quite alot to look so slim within a time frame of 3 months?) that we feel we needa cut down on calories. Anyway i still ate the most fattening meal in subway which is the steak and cheese. Couldn’t resist the look of it. “eat me, eat me” it looks.  HA!

Had 2 gatherings in fact after we “officially” graduated from the 1 yr crash course of studies. Surprisingly many of us don’t communicate with one another during lessons, not even a greeting but can actually gather together for meals and tok cock sessions after an email send by Fel. =D

Lets recap alittle, there’s MunWai, li Wei, Dave, Jimmy, Chong Ming, Regina, Jane and i. We headed to Liang Court for their Jap food which is nice but i couldn’t rem the name of the restuarant i only rem its at lvl 1. Brewreks afterwards for a time of gossips and chills.  The famous Qs of How did dave and i got together and how we enticipated their reactions is kinda silly. Nonetheless it was one of the best choices i made so far in life. =D you are the sweetest thing on earth baby!

And I’ve found a loggerhead friend cum “half bro” which is none other than Mun Wai. He nv seems to give in to me in any way and we can be arguing over the slightest things ranging from tissues to food.

2nd meet up was fruitful as almost all of the first group peeps came adding on Ryan, kai pei, Deyang, Simon, Roger. Thanks to Jane for the introduction. Seems like this bunch is getting bigger. We had ours at MOF which liwei and Munwai headed to Waraku instead only to find themselves being entertained by no one except themselves in a big room of 8. Dave and Jimmy was unable to attend due to reservist and Jim’s overseas.

Now presenting some pictures we took outside Brewreks on our first meetup after grad.

KTV twice in fact in the month of Dec. Once with my cousins to celebrate his 26th bday the other with the “sotongs” girls. The cool thing was one was all Chinese based and the other was totally Eng hits.

Celebrated my cousin’s desmond’s 26th bday at katherine’s friend’s ktv pub some time back. Opened a bottle of martel vsop and sang our night through. First time i heard my baby s singing and boy was it terrible. * sheeze. But cute. Im his full time supporter no matter how badly it was. =D

Some time back on a weekend,we had a double date. Jem and xy, myself and dave. It was a memorable one especially reaching there only to realised its the halloween horrors special. freak xy and me out lar. TOTALLY!. being the sole patron to night safari more often than the 3 of them. I took the lead to introduce what i know and which trails to head etc. Halloween horrors night means during the trails, there would be “surprises” every now and then and boy the surprises are really SCARY!. They come outta everywhere or rather bushes and trees just to scare the shit outta you. screams were heard everywhere besides us and even dave gt scared. haha! hillarious but adorable. Its indeed for the GUTS-FULL Souls.

No photography is allowed thus couldnt take pictures of the scary moments. Nonetheless its cam whoring of us with the mascots b4 we went into night safari. =)

Had a Mini reunion with my Sec sch Class. A reunion after 7 years is cool yet funny. Everyone looks so grown up in a way or another. No longer childish in thinking. we have SMU peeps, workings peeps, teacher, free lancers, pilots. Looks like St. Hilda’s do produce not bad students yar. Hooray!

Great job that Jo had done in coordinating using facebook if im nt wrong. Guess she’s good in doing organisational works yar. Pending for the next meetup right? =D

Another gathering with my Poly classmates at Fish and Co, AMK Hub. It’s cool that almost the whole class managed to be part of it. Making so much noise yet again with loud laughters and jokes, teasing and fooling around is simply just the thing about this class. Cheers to DIT0311! *Muacks*

The ladies of the night. It was suppose to be more but Seen may was totally unreachable and chong guay called to say she needa work OT. Siyun was down. Yea. But NVM. CNY. we come again. Eileen house? Any objections? =D i wanna see baby Shannon!

Why in the name would it be sotong. Not that we look like one but reason because we do have our individual “BLUR” times when studying and one of our website designed was based on that. Couldn’t rem how did the name came about but yea. Presenting to you the sotongs. Azlin, Yana, Angie, Eunice and myself.(Picture done up prettily from angie, if you realised, eunice face was photoshop-ed) =D

Call us filial grandchildren. yea. we are. we dated grandma out for lunch after church. =) and we burnt aliitle of our pockets.Gatherings with the Lais cum celebration for Grandma’s bday. Decided to try the Dragon’s gate restaurant at red hill area as it’s suppose to be serving good Cantonese food.  But sadly it didnt turn out to be that fantastic. Nonetheless the gathering is priceless. wish daddy were here. it would have been perfect. Nonetheless, thank god for the Lais. you guys Rock! well.. tis yr’s Reunion dinner would be at KUM BOAT Resturant, Marina Sq. It has always been my family’s fav place to dine for such occasion. It serves good Cantonese food or rather food that suits our “sensitive” taste buds.

Pre Xmas gathering with the SIT OGLs. The hardest group to gather nonetheless but pretty fruitful night. If you noticed, I trimmed my hair. Made it shorter by quite alot though it doesn’t seems so in the picture. =D

presenting to you BI, IT, MIT,EI – “the powers combine, we are……..NYP School of Information Technology”  *wide smiles*

had a mini Xmas gift exchange session at Swensen’s TM for lunch. Had a mini gift exchange where by we had drawn lots to see who we are buying for and wasn’t suppose to tell anyone about it till the gift exchange session. But as you know, humans are just nosy parkers so e girls actually knew who each other is giving to except for the guys who refused to share to whom they bought. Thus, i’ve got an adorable looking medium size pouch with a reindeer softoy which looks adorably sweet from Alvin and for myself i’ve got a ciga case and a look-a-like ciga pen for shariff. It was hillarious esp seeing faces of surprised and laughters when receiving the presents.

Nonetheless, Alvin presented to us a wonderful present that he photoshop-ed the night b4. *drum rolls*

Presenting to you………………….

alright, baby and i went groceries shopping b4 Christmas and chanced upon “gingerbread man cookie” recipe and wanted to give it a try. Whahaha. as you can see, it isnt that bad for a first timer arn’t it. Gosh.. you should have seen my boy with his trimming of the moulding of the dough.. Its hillariously clumpsy. i have some w/o legs, fat arms, different shape, a “STAR” – like gingerbread cause it puff up like crazy, a “doggie”. arghh. guys sure arnt good at baking. Imagine a tall guy meddling with a puny looking dough. *grins*  and did i mention he had short time span on the process of making it. Always opt-ing out when it gets tiring or boring sneak to the living room for a peek at the TV till he gets caught by you-know-who. =D

This picture below was way back till i can’t rem when. Why did we head for a Tree Top Walk-a-Run, reason being we felt FAT and needa good carbo trimming. Running with a triatalete bf isnt fun at all. =(  I feel so so whimpy. haha and the poor soul has to slow down just for the precious one. To think he was still running with a bag, Aiyor. I think i needa get my stamina back into shape!

Headed to sembawang Hill for a delicious fish soup. ITs heavenly, i promised. Where can u get a bowl full of slice fishes for the price of $4(i think, cause i wasnt the one to pay -_o . ) and the fish is smooth and sweet. Realli good and there’s always a queue Plus its a good affair especially after letting off much deserved carbo fats.

Oh ya. Did i mention, my boy’s super lovely. we love to snub each other with “mean” words but we both know we don’t mean it. haha.. just that we wanna outdo each other. And when i refuse to give in, the poor boy would always say ” argghh u are driving me crazy. i wanna kick your butt” haha. and when i took some peeps at other guys and compares him with them he would say ” No Refund, No Alterations, No Exchange” TOO BAD! whahahaa. Don’t you just love him! i love you baby. *muacks.

Anyway b4 i end here. Just wanna wish one and all, a

HAPPY NEW YEAR!!! WELCOME 2009.

its MYMYMY year. i finally waited for long. its the MOO MOO year! Wweeeeeeeeeeeeeeee!

Cherrios,

fel.

Have you guys wondered why things didnt turn out the way you wanted till it hurts you badly and blamed god asking him time n time again, “WHY ME?” , “arnt christians suppose to be “protected” by you and be living happily as compared to non christians? ” i often hear ppl saying ” ask your god WHY since he’s so good”

sometimes i do feel jaded esp in answers that god didnt answer or the very perfect example would be the demise of dad, i didnt understand why god chose to “tear” my family apart making mi nv ever to feel completed anymore. i often asked during my “nothing-better-to-do” times, why didnt it happen to ppl who didnt cherish their dad’s as compared to us which we were closed to. I chose not to hold gurges towards god though there are times that i do “SIN” due to my infunctionality of the mind at times. nonetheless the side line is…. everything happens for a reason. God loves you so much that he wouldnt want to put u in such situations and when he do, he will be walking alongside you, holding you when you fall,listening to you when you cry. Arnt it comforting to hear that. He feels the way we feel because he made us but when he put us through such situations, he wants us to learn and grow.

once, i chanced upon a devotion on the train that read:

“according as he hath chosen us in him before the foundation of the world that we should be holy and without blame before him in love” ( Ephesian 1:4)

Although we cannot really understand how God could choose us before the creation of the world, we can rejoice in the fact and praise him for ” his own purpose and grace, which was given to us in Jesus before the world began”

therefore christian bros and sisters, always remember:

Matthew 6:32-33

But seek ye first the kingdom of God and his righteousness and all these things shall be added unto you.

A short post for you guys b4 i summarise the year of 2007 with losta pictures. keep reading. =)

at that point i wanted to dug a hole and dropped dead in especially when my team lead came up to me and told mi the approval gave a comment about that. then i was thinking.. ” there goes my performance.” sheeezzee…

many thanks to folks out there with consolations to my plight. but nonetheless, these cant bring me down. i will prove to be better. i can do it!. Im Fel!!. * gotta buck up n wake up! * But when such plight happens it did struck me, why did god placed me through such embaressment and what does he wants mi to learn from it. I often whines to many whose in my msn tat i feel like changing job yet on the other hand i wanna have faith in HIM who made me try this job. GoD has a purpose and i know he is moulding mi into something worth while.

I had a church fren, quite a good sister of mine who had her miscarriage twice in a row. but she was still holding on to strong faith. She knows that god didnt want them to have this child yet again, thats y leading to her miscarriage. Imagine this, having lost once and now when u try again, u lost it yet again. How depress would one feel. But her words and her attitude towards tis situation makes mi feel that she is a matured christian. She doesnt holds resentment to god yet she leaves it to him to decide her path that he wants for her to take and like what they say “come what may”.

My hope is bult on nothing less

than jesus’ blood and righteousness;

i dare not trust the sweetest frame,

but wholly lean on jesus’ name.

Just so much to say but…….

Have you ever…..

give mi thou blessings would u? *heee

060708 marks a special day of rejoycing. so gonna clock it in my biological clock. Even though its a mere 2 months but the chemistry is wonderful. The fun and laughter and the joys he brought in my life just nv seems to be enough. The yearns of seeing each other yet we cant due to our busy lifestyle just sux to an extend but what to do and when we do meet up we just talk n talk our way through and be in a world just of our own. =) we just kept chanting to ourselves that we’ll see each other soon. hated monday. loved friday and weekends cause i can see my silly woodstock!

10 Characteristics of my boy

1)loud laughter

2) loud mellow voice

3) Gan -jiong

4) MCP

5) hyper-active

6) Talkertive

7) silly

cheeky

9) Family boy

10) puppy eyes

btw did i not mention that he stands at a mere 1.8. lol. i feel so short. but i arn’t that short so yea. *phew. thank god. N time passes quckly esp during weekends that u often pants for more. we both have busy packed weekends. like church anniversary and he just finished his aviva ironman 70.3 few sundays ago. which the saint one actually waited for him from 7am all the way to 4.30pm. I guess i did a great job being supportive and yea he really did took mi on a roller coaster ride but its fun. details some other time. =)

Hey baby,

Its has been wonderful with you. The incenssive laughters and loudness of u sometimes do make mi wonder are we attracting too much attention. nonetheless, Your silliness and puppy eyes just seems so adorably lovely. Thanks for the nonesense you ve created in my life and the path that u laid for us. Its been a wonderful experience indeed and im loving u more and more each day just as how i knew u loved me dearly. Though it seems that there’s a patch of grey skies in our lives now due to yur immobility but it’s only temporary, trust mi things will get better n i know thats e time when we will reap our happiness. lets just hold hand in hand and make it through to the other side. It’s worth it. just for you.

truely-deeply-crazy! random-ness.

Just when u think that im living in Happily-ever-after days……..

The good old wacky days ARE OVER!

Work on the other hand is taxing. The lifestyle at IBM is way diff from SCS. At IBM im talking abt Towers, managing assets. Each personnel does one tower. Just imagine the amount of emails and calls u can get. Individualistic! but then again its gd practice as it mounts each one of us to be responsible for our own actions. And did i mention my brain cells are used frequently as of SCS. hee.. Its always ” think out of the box” find solutions asap. What should we do? who should we escalate the matter/ issue to?  As usual you’ll be the one that ppl will normally head hunt if assets goes missing etc. kinda miss the SCS times. PC,HL,JH,Jeff, Javon,CK,Jia Liang, Ryan, Gene, XB, hui yee, Hui fang and the whole PRSC team. The captain’s ball challenge that we all loved and had lotsa fun n laughter. The bitching and the nonesense. The chair rollers and the “OT” s. Bedok market fish soup. The PP 2hour lunch sessions, the fast shoppings, the PP bubble tea. the list goes on and on but one has to move on right.

Anyway IBM isnt that bad. The bunch of peeps here are nice. Age gap isnt realli that big though im the youngest. lol. nonetheless i can forsee the team growing. Goodie! currently im still in the process of picking the ropes so yea. sometimes i do or can realli ask the silliest and dumbest questions on earth. =)

Gudgement seat of christ ?

It really seems scarly arnt it, that anything can bring you down or cause yur life to be life-threatening. The recent scandals on milk is a great example. The things that we normally drink can even be life-threatening. Tell mi then again? what does tis symbols?

till more pictures again and more updates. Pls prompt mi cause i can be real lazy. =)

cherrios.

Spin me around till I fell asleep
Then up the stairs he would carry me
And I knew for sure
I was loved

If I could get another chance
Another walk, another dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
How I’d love, love, love to dance with my father again

When I and my mother would disagree
To get my way I would run from her to him
He’d make me laugh just to comfort me, yeah, yeah
Then finally make me do just what my mama said

Later that night when I was asleep
He left a dollar under my sheet
Never dreamed that he
Would be gone from me

If I could steal one final glance
One final step, one final dance with him
I’d play a song that would never, ever end
‘Cause I’d love, love, love to dance with my father
again

Sometimes I’d listen outside her door
And I’d hear her, mama cryin’ for him
I pray for her even more than me
I pray for her even more than me

I know I’m prayin’ for much too much
But could You send back the only man she loved
I know You don’t do it usually
But Lord, she’s dyin’ to dance with my father again
Every night I fall asleep
And this is all I ever dream